yesterday, KH havin mood swing ba.. mayb bcos i said, "sry dear, i duno wad topic to chat le.." then think again.. its sad to be couples, yet nth to talk abt ba.. haiz..
then ytd, he gt his mood swing o.. really let me noe tt, he will reveal "the feelin of wantin to cry" to me.. hehe.. quite happy o.. meanwhile feelin sad..
he is helpless lo.. cos he retained for yr 1, then end up... sorta hav to study alone... he is stressed.. i wanted to help.. but i cant do anythin to help him.. im sad.. i cant do anythin to console him.. but on the other hand, i quite worry tt im the one stressin him..
seein him so helpless, make me feel like wanna go find him more.. haiz.. i duno shld i go find him anot.. the day of his bday, is my holiday.. thinkin of wantin to give him some surprise.. or if can, wanna celebrate his bday.. hehe.. but thinkin of if goin overseas, hav to worry abt many many things.. like m i goin alone?? hw to tell my mum abt goin to msia.. n etc.. aRH~~~ FAN ARh~!~!~
sian.. y so many things to consider.. hav to consider my sis de comment, my mum, $$ tis n tt.. haiz.. troublesome.. -.-
wad can i do to acc him?? wad can i do to make him dun feel so helpless?? seein him like tt, i really quite heartache.. he is studyin alone away from his hometown.. nt like me.. sg is small, if i gt any trouble, i can ask my cousin for help.. he cant.. like a general goin to war without army.. LOLX.. wa.. nice description.. haha.. haiz..
Anyone can help me ma?? or give me some suggestion.. can?? im abit lost.. lolx. *~SOS~*
